Turned To Ash

Although I won’t be holding my breath,
Maybe one day you’ll finally see
Why through the thick and the thin, I loved you to death
And why I said you’d had the biggest impact on me
Than anyone else had ever before.

(My insides have turned to ash,
There’s nothing left inside to hide
No matter how many times you ask,
I won’t be coming back to your side)

Sometimes I feel, like I’ve been here before.
I’m living a dream where everything repeats
Itself, grinding me down into the floor.
And maybe one day when love defeats
Your anger inside, you’ll finally see, you were worth it to me.

(My insides have turned to ash,
There’s nothing inside to hide.
I’m no longer at a clash,
Everything I once felt has died.)