Have You Here With Me

I dream about you every night
It’s a constant battle with the sands of time
If I close my eyes I see you there,
Standing rigidly mocking me.
I just want to be next to you
No matter if it kills me
I just want to be there with you
Even if it means living with my eyes closed.

I’ll keep on dreaming
Of our better days
The days in which
You stood by my side
I just want to be next to you
No matter if it kills me
I just want to be there with you
Even if it means living with my eyes closed.

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Goodbye Present Love, Hello Future Heartbreak

A day with a million suns
Would be bright, no less
But it would fail in comparison
To the eyes you posses.
Tell me why oh why
You cant be here with me
We have been apart for oh so long
And you I long to see.

We were once the best of friends..
We were once the best of lovers-
3 long years we dated off and on
Never hiding behind any covers.
This time your leaving me for good,
Going away to another town.
I will say goodbye with a smile,
But never my love will I frown.

Goodbye my love

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Gone Are The Days

Gone are the days
In which I believed
Your every word.

Gone are the days
In which your eyes
Captivated my world.

Gone are the days
In which your kisses
Left me perplexed in place.

Gone are the days
In which I could stand
Looking at your face.

Gone are those days

Todays I don’t feel hate.
I feel a strong
Sense of relief.

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Getting Girls To Notice Me and A Million Other Things I Suck At

Getting my homework done.
Driving with two hands instead of one
Hell I’m better off with none

Playing Rock Band while dealing with sleep depravation
Paying in cash at gas stations
Avoiding cell-phone vibrations
Even conducting operations

Throwing pots in under one minute

Paying attention in class
Cutting the jungle like grass
And making relationships last

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Four You

Walking down the sidewalk,
Passing by the steetlights,
Pride held high and head hung low,
I’m in a place I thought I’d never be.
It’s taken me so long to stop and see
There’s no use for the shouts
And fights. You’re worth so much more to me.
If you were to ask me about
The memories and our past
There’d be a lot of ghosts to let out.
There’d be conversations about how fast
Things culminated and we both went about
On our own paths and solemn walks.
Passing by these street lights,
I realize just how far I’d go
To have you here with me.
Everything I do,
Has been for you.

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Falling Asleep

Don’t worry about falling asleep;
Things can only get better from here.
Fall into his arms.
Let your mind fall into the deep
Darkness. He can still hear
Your prayers and will keep you from harm.
Don’t worry about falling asleep.
Lift your heads and cry away your pain.

When you read this
Wherever you may be,
Just know you’re not alone.

Don’t be afraid to fall asleep.
Things can only get better from here.
Fall into his arms.

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Everything Is Going To Be Alright, Right?

The world stops in place,
colors intertwine like an over exposure photograph,
sounds become smells,
and time defies all laws of physics.

My eyes dart from side to side,
like jack rabbits in heat,
trying to take in all that’s happening,
in a fraction of a second.

I force myself to think of happy thoughts
something to take me away
from this imminent catastrophic event.
My family. My best friend.

Although a clear cliché,
my life flashes before my eyes,
highlighting the best parts.
All this before I can even blink.

Another law of physics breaks
as I float upside down,
spinning a full 180
before landing on the ground.

I close my eyes for the first time
and think ever so clearly
“Is this really happening to me?
Is this where it all ends?”

Sparks begin to fly
like the fourth day in July
bright bright red covers the empty space
like fireworks in the sky.

My arms, blocking my face,
are pelted by broken glass
and banged against a roof which isn’t supposed to be so close,
it’s not supposed to be so close to my face.

I realize I’m holding my breath and think
“Is this my last breath?
Are these my last words?
Everything’s gonna be fine. Right”

The car comes to a stop
A strong smell of gas infiltrates my nostrils
But I’m tired
Just let this end.

I close my eyes for a second
As silence takes over the night.
I am tired and broken.
Just tell me everything’s gonna be alright.

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Entrapped

Your eyes glimmer with every glance
Like that of the star filled skies above
So full of life and high on romance
Nature’s creation of things to love

You speak so soft and fair
and the melodic line
It’s like a musical tennis match where
The players dwell in love divine

Nobody, not even the wind has such gentle hands
Like those that you use to hold me
Better than my own hands
I like them more than I like me

The lines of this poem so full of….
Of love, your kiss, those hands, those eyes divine
Let my amorous lines court thou my love
And leave your hands entrapped in mine

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Diamonds Lost At Sea

Diamonds hanging in a summer sky,
A mocking reflection of your eye,
Sit idly between the idea of you and me.

Oh, how I wish on this late day in july
That troubles would disappear for you and I
But it seems as though all hope is lost at sea.

The hands of the sea have come and taken my
Muse, my will from me with no goodbye.
The sea has taken away the idea of you and me.

Oh, how I wish I could swiftly fly,
Acquire a diamond to the likes of your eye
But alas, it seems as though they too are lost at sea.

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